So, does it mean … there’s still a possibility that he won’t come back, is that it? S-sh*t! "If that happens," I said and also looked at the dark sky, "I will assume that you are with another woman as well." I don't want to think but that could happen too, and because he made it clear to me that he is giving me my freedom ... I should do the same. "Don't worry about me either, but ... I want you to know that as long as I can wait for you, I will," I said and smiled at him. "I'll probably have a hard time at first, but I hope we'll both be happy when the day comes." He also turned to me and gave a forced smile, "yeah, I hope so." Now, I think we finally made it clear to each other that we are not obligating ourselves to this love with no certainty as to whether it will c