Unordinary Love (Book 2)

CHAPTER 4-SPG!

"My silence is just another word for my pain."

It Cannot Be.

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Bellarose Martinelli. 

Ilang oras na ang naka lipas pero heto parin ako, naka tingin lang sa kisame habang ang babaeng mahal ko ay tulog na tulog parin sa tabi ko.

Kanina pa ako hindi maka galaw dahil sa paninigas ko. Hindi parin kasi ako maka paniwala sa nangyari.

It feels like the time stop from there..

I side glance her and she was peacefully asleep. Habang ang puso ko ay parang nasa gyera sa lakas ng t***k nito.

My heart only beats for this woman. It painfully beats just for her.

Wala na akong makikita pang babaeng mamahalin ko ng ganito. Siya lang..

And it pain me na ang babaeng katabi ko ay kasal na sa iba ng dahil sa kagaguhan at katangahan ko.

Ang pinapangarap kong makasama habang buhay ay pag-aari na ng iba..

Napahinga nalang ako ng malalim na hininga. And as I exhale, I felt the excruciating pain again.

Napa pikit ako ng maka isip ng isang maling idea.

Parang hindi ata tama ito. Kasal na siya sa iba eh.

Pero kasi gusto ko lang siyang pag masdan habang natutulog siya.. I missed staring at her beauty.

That is my favorite thing to do you know - staring at her while she was passed asleep.

Gusto ko siyang bantayan habang natutulog siya. I want her to feel like she's safe with me.

Na walang mangyayaring masama sakanya as long as I'm with her..

But then again, meron ng ibang gumagawa ng mga bagay na ginagawa ko sakanya dati. And that freaking hurt BIG TIME!

As I open my eyes again, maingat akong tumagilid paharap sakanya. Hindi ko naman tinanggal ang kamay niyang naka yakap sakin, dahil alam kong magigising siya kapag ginawa ko yun. Tinukod ko ang kamay ko at inihiga ko ang ulo ko sa aking palad. And right here right then I felt contented.

Ahh perfect. Ang perfect ng view..

I reach for her face and caress her soft cheek with my thumb. Napa ngiti ako ng mag react ang katawan niya sa touch ko.

She always react to every touch I made. That's why this is my favorite thing to do.

"Hey there, my duchess.."

I silently whispered with a smile. Duchess is my endearment to her before. Because for me, she is my freaking wife. It's funny because she doesn't know the meaning of it. Haha! She's so innocent and adoreable.

"I really missed you, you know."

Nagsimula ng mag tubig ang mata ko. Gustong gusto kong batukan itong sarili ko for even crying like this.

"And I really love you.. So much.. With all my heart and soul. I wish I could scream to the world how much I love you.."

Mabilis na pinikit pikit ko ang mga mata ko para mapigilang maluha dito.

I reach for her shoulder and kissed it three times and when I pulled out, my eyes got bigger when I saw Mara is now staring at me.

Oh god I'm doomed!

Aalis na sana ako ng siniil ako nito ng nagbabagang halik sa labi.

I was left astonished..

Mas lalong lumaki ang mata ko ng hinila niya ako pahiga tska siya pumatong sa kandungan ko.

"Whoa god!"

Napalunok nalang ako ng tinanggal niya ang sweat shirt niya tsaka ito tinapon sa sahig.

My jaw f*****g drop at the sight I was looking at.

Smokin' hot! God damn it!

Dahil parang akong tinuka ng ahas, Mara took that as an opportunity to grab the lamp shade electric cable tsaka niya ito tinali sa mga kamay ko sa headboard ng kama.

"Whoa! What the f**k are you doing?"

I screamed out of frustration and confusion. WTH is happening?! Am I dreaming?

Mara glared at me. What she do next make me lost my mind.

She stand in front of me then strip her remaining clothes off.. And when she was going to strip off her panties my eyes almost come out of their socket when she took it off and put it to my effin mouth.

"Shut the f**k up, Bellarose. Let me do this now or god forbid I will lose my mind."

She started kissing my neck and one thing I respond is to roll my eyes at the f*****g feeling she make me feel.

I was close at crying my heart out when she kiss and lick my neck all the way to my jawline.

Gustong gusto ko na siyang hawakan pero hindi ko magawa and that hurt really bad.

"So, are you gonna shut your mouth now?"

She hotly whispered to my ear that made me shiver down my spine.

Wala sa sariling napatango nalang ako habang hinahagod ng tingin ang buong katawan niya.

"You want me to remove my panties on your mouth?"

Agad agad akong tumango tango. But Mara just smirked at me. That devilish smirk made me wet down there, every f*****g time she do that.

"No, I think, that will stay in your unforgiving mouth for the mean time, Duchess."

An astonishing smile slowly forming on my lips when she reach for the side table and pick up a scissor.

My mouth left hanging when she rip my top using that scissor.

Madiing napa kagat ako ng labi sa nakikita. If I'm dreaming, ayoko ng gumising pa at ayoko ng matapos ito..

She spread my legs and duck her head to my lower abdomen, her eyes made contact with mine and started to lick my skin with a devilish smirk plastered on her naughty lips.

Napa pikit ako sa sobrang sarap ng nararamdaman ko.

I let out a moan and grip the headboard and let her pleasure me to the fullest.

She kiss and tease my skin in every part of my stomach.. Her hand reach for my bra and unhook it, mabuti nalang at pwedeng i-unhook ang bra ko sa harapan.

I don't want her to rip it off using the sciccor because I'm wearing thousand of dollars worth of lingerie.

She lick the outline of my breast while her other hand cup my left breast.

Namumungay ang mga mata kong tinitigan siya sa mata. At mas lalo pa akong nainitan ng malasahan ko ang fabric ng kanyang underware sa bibig ko.

Oh gosh. Feeling ko nasusunog na ang buong kwarto sa init ng aming mga katawan.

Is this a dream? Then I'll be happy to live here in this dream..

Nang magsawa ay lumipat naman siya sa kabila at pinaglaruan ang aking nips with her crazy tongue.

I love how her tongue works. Makes me crazier.

Napamulagat ako ng mata ng bumaba ang kanyang kamay sa suot kong sweat pants, her hand slipped inside and what shock me is when she roughly rub my clit dahilan para mapaliyad ako.

Kita ko namang nasisiyahan pa siya sa kahirapang dinadanas ko sa mga kamay niya..

"Harder?"

She asked cockily. Mabilis na tumango tango ako but she didn't grant it cause she slowly slide her fingers to my wet mound.

I saw how she close her eyes to the feeling of touching my wet mound. Her mouth fell open and let out a f*****g sexy moan causing I to bit my lip really hard because of what I'm watching.

Gosh I really need this cable to free my hand. Kating kati na akong hawakan siya.

God damn it!

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng inalis niya ang kamay niya sa loob ng sweat pants ko. Mag p-protesta na sana ako ng may malanding ngisi sa labi niyang pinakita niya kung paano niya sipsipin ang daliri niya covered with my juice.

I mumbled a f**k under my breath as my hormones are firing up.

"I want you to be still and enjoy the ride."

She winked at me then pull out my sweat pants and throw it sexily.

Gosh this woman is burning me to hell!

She rolled my panties off and what I saw on her eyes made me feel like I'm the luckiest bastard in the world.

I felt loved and wanted. I saw it to her eyes and she was making me feel it..

I took a sigh of relief when she untie the cable on my hand together with her panties on my mouth. Hahawakan ko na sana siya ng bigla niya akong sinandal ulit sa kama using her hand on my chest.

Namamanghang tinitigan ko siya sa mata. Gosh this woman is so fuckin' sexy and hot as hell!

"Stay still I said."

She seriously said with a minimal warning on her amazing lustful eyes.

Napa lunok nalang ako tska siya hinayaan sa gusto niyang mangyari.

She then position herself in between my legs, we both close our eyes and let out a moan when she started grinding.

Oh gosh! This is the exact defination of heaven. It feels like I was in a cloudnine. f**k!

Humawak ako sa bewang niya to help her with her pace while her hand is in my neck holding me in place and the other one is in my left breast, holding it tightly like her life defended on it.

It cause me pain but that pain turn into pleasure.

Binilisan pa niya ang pag galaw niya dahilan para mapa sigaw kami sa sarap at kasalan na ginagawa namin.

I know nagkakasala kami sa ginagawa namin. Pero tama nga ang sinabi nila na ang pinaka masarap sa lahat ay ang mga bawal sa mundo.

Especially, this kind of sin.

Burn me to hell or curse my name but I don't care.. I love every part of what was happening now.

Can you blame me for wanting this? If yes then I'm sorry. But I'm not stopping..

If this is a dream, so be it. I still don't care. At least, kahit sa panaginip lang, nahahawakan at nahahalikan ko siya at nagagawa ko ang mga bagay na ginagawa namin dati.

We both felt our orgasm building up kaya mas binilisan pa niya ang pag bayo niya sa katawan ko and with a very powerful stroke, we both scream in ectasy because of our earth shuttering orgasm.

Napahiga siya sa dibdib ko habang habol habol parin namin ang aming hininga.

Nangiginig pa ang buong katawan niya kaya maingat ko itong hinihiga sa kama.

I reach for her lips and kiss it tenderly. We then stared at each others eyes, kahit walang salitang namumutawi sa aming dalawa, kahit magkatitigan lang kami, we already know what our heart is screaming at each other.

"Make love to me, Martinelli."

She whispered and I gulp nervously.

"Are you sure?"

Hinila niya ako sa batok tska hinalikan sa labi. Napa pikit ako sa sensayong hatid ng labi niya.

It feels like her lips is only made for me. Lapat na lapat ang mga ito na parang mag asawang pinaghiwalay ng panahon.

"Now guess what my answer for your stupid question."

Napa ngiti ako at mabilis na inangkin ang mga labi niya.

Mapusok at madiin ang bawat halik na binibitawan ko, nagpapahiwatig ng matinding pagmamahal at pagka miss.

She bit my lower lip tska niya ito sinipsip. I moan again and again especially when she slide her tongue to my mouth claiming what really hers.

Our tongue fought for dominance and we both know who won because I know who is the dominant between us.

She is the dominant. And I'm her submissive in bed.

It's our secret and no one knows that besides us and us alone..

We both have secrets.

Mine was, my personality is so dominant, that my secret is being submissive..

And hers is the opposite of mine..

"Claim me as yours.."

She said causing I to growled and bit my lip.

"As you wish, my duchess."

As I said, I claim her again and again until she said to herself that she's mine and mine alone.

I don't care now if Raven is in the picture. Because all I care now is claiming Mara as mine for real.

Whether she like it or not.

Oo nga naman, in the first place ay yun naman ang gusto ko. Na mapa sakin ulit si Mara kaya nagpakababa ako't lahat.

But what if, panaginip lang ito?

I will be very broken hearted if this is just a dream.

Sana hindi.. Sana totoo itong panaginip na 'to.

It cannot be a dream. No way.. And if it was a dream, so be it. Kagaya ng sinabi ko kanina, if this is just a dream, then I'll be glad to live in this dream..

But of course, who was I kidding? Lahat ng panaginip ay isa lamang kathang isip lamang or should I say katangahang isip.

Because when I drifted off to sleep, there's this satisfaction in my smile.

And then the next morning, napaluha nalang ako sa sakit..

Because I found out that last night didn't happened at all.

It was all a dream..

That magical night turn out to be an illusion.

Delusion more like..

A quick realization made my stomach churn.

Napa dausdos nalang ako sa kama na hawak hawak ko ang ulo ko at duon umiyak ng umiyak.

Oh god not again.. 

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