Tyler Vasquez
All of a sudden, everything went lifeless, dark, and scary. Pakiramdam na ayaw mo nang mabuhay dahil alam mong wala na ang taong mahal mo because of my own mistake. Everything I will do is pointless dahil ang pinag-aalayan ko lahat ng bagay ay wala na. ‘I know it’s not the end of the world, but I didn’t expect na hindi mo na kayang kontrolin ang emotion kapag sayo na tumama ito. And this time mas masakit kaysa noong una.’
“What are you doing to yourself, anak!” pag-aalalang sambit ni Mommy. Wala akong sagot kundi ang tingnan lamang siya. I can’t open up with them dahil ayoko mahusgahan na ‘I deserve this dahil isa akong jerk.’
It’s like dying little by little. Araw-araw para akong nauupos na kandila na ginusto na lang mawala because I can’t endure the pain anymore. ‘All I
