I stared blankly on the ceiling. What wrong deeds have I committed in the past to deserve this? And of all people, bakit ako? I have so many dreams and goals for myself and for my family. And dreams with Christian. Ngunit lahat iyon ay naglaho na parang bula. And being in this place, I can't get myself to start a new dream. Kailangan pa ba? May halaga pa ba iyon?
Mula sa aking kaliwa ay narinig ko ang malalim na paghinga. The breath of satisfaction and contentment. As if dream was being come true. Funny. Does he even have dreams in life? A good dream when he's the nightmare of everyone?
Pagod ang buo kong katawan and yet he doesn't seem to notice. We f****d. No, he f****d me so rough that I couldn't even get a chance to breathe. All of my screams and begging were muffled. I cried and cri
