CHAPTER 55: Eury Jazz Sarmiento’s Point of View.
“DO YOU CONSIDER breaking up with Nicolai? Now that you know he has no trust with you?” That’s the question that Conor asked me after I let Nicolai go back to Manila.
Hindi akonakasagot, I continued eating the apple while I’m thinking. Kanina, gustong-gusto ko siyang pigilan na huwag umalis. I want him to stay beside me. . . but I still remember how he ran away without even thinking of my feelings. He didn’t even ask me why, he just came up with his expeculations. Just by thinking those, mas lalo kong tinaasan ang pader ko. Ayaw kong isipin niyang masyado akong naghahabol sa kanya. . . when in fact, I did that before. I chased him. This time, I won’t let my guard down.
“Hindi mo sinagot ang tanong ko,” Conor said after we finished eating
