|Tamara|
The food… tasted bland for some reason. And in the last few minutes, I have finally come up with a reason why this is happening.
I thought, in recent years, I’ve been able to control and maneuver my own emotion, specifically this kind of emotion. I have taught myself not to envy anyone, in their success, in their beauty, in their love, in whatever aspect in life that I found myself that is in me that is missing. And so far, I have been doing a job well done for staying on course. But it seems to me that I was wrong.
I thought I could finally be happy for Geoff if he ever finds someone to love once again, but I know to myself… that this certain emotion of mine is still affecting me when Geoff is involved.
It was only buried for five years. And it resurfaced once again after
