If I can talk to God face to face right now, I would kneel down and kiss his foot… I would beg for my Hiro; even just for few more nights, or months, or years. If I can just add more years to his life, I would gladly give my half.
I have been begging if I could keep Hiro for myself forever… I know He always had better plans, but just this once… can I write my own fate? Can I prolong the days that I could spend with Hiro?
I cried even more, not caring if my chest and knees are hurting. All I just want right now is to beg at Him.
Hiro showed me nothing but my worth and his love for me. He is the only man who stayed and never hurt me. I know that the pain of letting someone go to heaven is unexplainable. I know how it feels to have your loved ones die. I never wanted this. I
