No one could fathom the grief I feel. Words cannot even describe the exact pain that lingers all over my system. It happened… the thing I always prayed that I never want to witness is already here. I lost him… he is gone. The only one who made me feel so appreciated has left.
My lips are sealed like it would not open ever again. My eyes would let out tears like how rain drops. The warmth of summer is being overpowered by the chills and grief in me.
Why? Why this early? Why didn’t He give my baby the chance to see Hiro? Why did He take the one person I loved so dearly? Why would even cancer exist?
If I knew that this would happen, I would have hugged him tighter… gave him a lot more kisses… and stayed by his side during his last hour.
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