I hate good byes. Well, I bet only few would love a thing regarding of good byes. But me, I would never like hearing such words. I will never know when I will ever see the one who said those words to me again. And for me, the worst good byes are the ones that are not yet said, but already felt… the ones that no one really wanted, but needed. I am so damn scared to miss someone and could not do anything to hug them. Those kinds of pains kill me… the same pain that I am feeling right now. I let out a deep sigh and put down his letter that I have been holding on my chest since I knew when, and opened Hiro’s cabinet here in Kell’s place. Kell decided to take care of the funeral service, the coffin and all. And I volunteered to pick the clothes Hiro would wear. Kell and I decided th