“Okay, where’s my room?” “Let me see, will this room be fine with you?” “What do you mean?” I looked at her quizzically. “Well, you have a very big room in Barcelona. I know you got used to it somehow.” I looked at my mom and went to her for a hug. “I’m gonna like it here.” I know she sensed that there was a tinge of loneliness in my voice but she didn’t say something. I rolled my luggage to the room and went to the bathroom because I felt a tear almost dropping to my cheek. Why do I miss Nicholas? I am denying myself, but deep down I know I fell in love. After freshening up, I went back to the kitchen. “Oh, there you are. Here’s your pizza” I sat on a stool and started munching on it slowly, as my appetite was already gone, thinking of him. “Are you okay?” “Ahmm...yeah.” But