When you love someone, you have to be brave. Brave enough to tell them how much you love them, or brave enough to watch them love someone else. In my case, the wordings and how my loved ones enlightened me helps me a lot to make proper decisions, but I think the thing that reached my utmost restraint from myself was when I saw Raiden with Nikka.
Noong mga oras na iyon ay napagtanto ko na hindi ko pala kaya. Hindi ko kayang makita siya sa piling ng ibang babae. That moment is the longest five minutes of my life. It is slowly killing me. Mabuti sana kung isang bagsakang sakit lang, pero ‘yong unti-unting sinasaksak ‘yong puso mo para mas dama mo ‘yong sakit. Ganoon ang naramdaman ko noong mga oras na iyon. Nag-uumapaw ang takot at sakit. Sinabi ko sa sarili ko na ayoko nang maranasan
