KABANATA 74: I get emotional again not only because of Angela but I am not actually stable pa because of my issues. Habang yakap ko si Angela nakaramdam din ako ng awa sa sarili ko at bumuhos na naman ang tila ba walang katapusang alalahanin sa buhay ko. Axel didn't leave my side. Sa kabilang room ang ginawa niyang office. He was bombarded with so many questions from reporters and his family. Wala siyang sinabi sa akin. He doesn't want me to think about it. I just need to focus on my work kahit medyo nahihirapan ako dahil wala ako sa office physically. But I am unsure if I can continue with my life after this. Iyon bang babalik ako sa dati. The more na nakakulong ako sa apat na sulok ng kwartong ito ay nalulungkot ako lalo. Kinakain ako ng anxiety at stress. He keep my phone this morni