I am not sure when I will stop crying because of what has happened to me. Until now, I can't still accept that I had s*x with someone who is not my husband. I seek professional help and burst into tears upon sharing my thoughts with my psychologist. It was a traumatic experience, and I must admit that it's hard for me to deal with acceptance, anger, and forgiveness.
Without my family, without my husband, baka hindi ako maka-move on nito. Hindi ko magagawang ngumiti maski papaano. Malaki ang parte ni Philip para ma-divert ang atensyon ko at higit sa lahat nakukuha kong ngumiti at gumaan ang pakiramdam kasi alam kong sa kabila ng lahat ay tanggap niya ako.
Iyon naman ang isa sa mga gusto ko mangyari. Isa rin sa kinatatakutan ko noong panahong hindi pa niya alam. Baka kasi hindi niya ko tan
