“How are you, Magus?” panimula ko nang makapasok sa silid.
Narinig ko ang pagbigat ng kaniyang paghinga.
“Still not fine. We’re not okay, wife. How can I be fine when you are distancing yourself from me?” ramdam ko ang sakit sa boses niya na siyang dahilan nang bahagyang pagpait ng pakiramdam ko.
This is what I am doing to him. What more if I add up the pain I need to endure while I am thinking of how I missed him? Maybe for real… I became selfish. Only minding my pain and neglecting him; invalidating the fact that he told me how much he suffered while he was away. That he also thought that I cheated on him, the same as how I loathe him because of everything I witnessed. Knowing that maybe… we are manipulated again.
I wanted to cry so loud but all those tears are meant for
