"Ah...yes," I whimpered. I was riding Kydel. Moving up and down on his full erection inside his car in the darkest part of nowhere.
It's making me crazy. I'm getting so high I don't know what to think. My hands are clutching on his shoulders. As if trying to get some strength from him. It has been twenty minutes since we started. And I'm going insane.
"Fuck...Yuki," mariing wika ni Kydel habang mariing nakapikit. Ramdam ko ang paghigpit ng hawak niya sa aking bewang. He's helping me to move up and down on him. "That's it, baby. You're doing great. God..."
I can feel he missed me so much from the way he holds me. Two weeks without touching each other. Two weeks of being not together made him thirsty, hungry, and beasty, he acted like an animal. No. We acted like animals.
A moan escaped my mouth when he suckled my n****e so hard. He's sucking them like a baby wanting some milk to relieve his thirst. I'm loosing my mind. It was so great.
My moves became faster and deeper. He's pinning my body so deep on his shaft. f**k! I trembled. I came, tasting the pinnacle of pleasure for the third time.
I'm almost out of breath when I came on him. I collapsed on his body. I wrapped my arms around him, seeking for some strength, because if I don't, I might fall from his lap to the car's floor. I'm shaking. My body's shaking. Yet I can still feel his erection sheathed inside me; still hard.
"I'm feeling so weak, Ky." I murmured, my face's planted on the crook of his neck. "I can't move anymore."
I heard him chuckled. "I got you. Just relax, baby." He said before changing our position. He made me sit on the driver's seat. He didn't even bother to take himself out of me. He just moved swiftly and then just like that, he's already on top of me. I don't know how he did it. But one thing I know for sure. I'll be sore the whole day tomorrow.
Oh God. I said when he slammed his body on me. Hard, rough, and deep, yet, passionately. Yes. Passionately rough.
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"Ready?" Kydel asked after he put all the things we bought at the mall in the passenger seat.
Marahan akong tumango, "yeah." I'm still feeling weak, and sore. My body hurts. But I need to act okay especially when we were at the mall. Nakakahiya naman kung iika-ika akong naglalakad habang namimili ng mga pasalubong para kay Carlo.
Malaking ngiti ang ibinigay sa akin ni Kydel bago siya lumapit sa akin. He pulled me closer. I felt his hand on my waist, gently caressing my side. He lowered his face and planted a kiss on my cheek. "I'm sorry,"
Agad na uminit ang mga pisngi ko. Of course, he noticed. He knew I'm sore. He did this to me last night. Damn.
Actually balak naming bumisita kay Lola Belen kahit saglit bago kami mamasyal sa iba pang pasyalan sa Norte. It has been months since the last time we saw them. We missed them. Truly. Kahapon ay nagsimula kaming bumiyahe and when we decided to take some rest, we did what we did last night. Kaya heto ang kinalabasan, pareho kaming pagod. Walang saysay ang pagpapahinga kuno namin.
Months passed like a snapped of my fingers. School ended last month. Kaya malaya kaming makakapamasyal ni Kydel.
Buwan na rin ang nakalipas mula nang magkausap kami mi Mommy sa phone at nang sabihin sa akin ni Kuya na iwasan ko si Kydel. I tried. I really tried. But I couldn't. I just can't avoid Kydel. He's been so honest and true to his intentions to me. Ramdam kong totoo siya lalo na sa paglipas ng ilang buwan na magkasama kami. Kaya naman nawala na ang agam-agam sa aking dibdib.
I never told Kydel about it. Ayaw kong isipin niya na pinag-iisipan ko rin siya ng masama. Isa pa ayaw ko namang magkaroon siya ng hinanakit sa pamilya ko.
But I told Mom about Kydel being so true. Kydel even proved to us he's not what they think he was. Ipinakita niyang wala siyang masamang intensyon kahit na ba hindi niya alam na pinag-iisipan siya ng masama ng mga magulang ko, especially ni Kuya.
Kydel is kind. That's it. I'm not saying this just because we have some kind of relationship, I'm saying this because it's the truth. He is kind, like his family.
"Are you listening to me?" He said.
I immediately looked at him. His eyes were on the road. His hands were gripping the steering wheel.
"Sorry, I wasn't." I said. "What was it?"
His brow furrowed. "I said, we're already here. Any minute now we'll be at their house." Kydel said while glancing at me.
Mabili na ibinaling ko ang tingin sa labas ng kotse. Totoo ngang malapit na kami sa bahay nila Lola Belen at Lolo Andeng.
"Are you excited?"
Malaking ngiti ang pumaskil sa aking mukha. I looked at Kydel. "Very. I can't wait to see them again."
Nakangiting tumango si Kydel bago iniliko ang kotse sa isang kanto. "Me too."
Ilang minuto lamang ay nasa tapat na kami ng bahay nila Lola Belen. Nasa bakuran ng mga ito ang pick-up kaya naman nasisiguro naming nasa bahay ang mga ito.
"Tao po! Lola Belen!" May kalakasang pagtawag ni Kydel nang makababa kami ng kotse. Muli siyang tumawag at ilang sandali lamang ay nakangiting lumabas ng bahay si Carlo. Patakbo itong lumapit sa amin habang nakasunod naman sa likuran nito ang mag-asawa.
"Hi Carlo! Kumusta?" Napangiti ako nang yumakap si Carlo sa akin.
"Mga apo, mabuti naman at napadalaw kayo." May galak sa boses na wika ni Lola Belen. Marahan itong niyakap ni Kydel, sunod naman ay si Lolo Andeng. Ganoon rin ang ginawa ko pagkatapos.
"Sumadya ho talaga kami rito. Bakasyon na rin naman po kasi sa school." Nakangiti kong sabi habang binubuksan ang passenger seat ng kotse ni Kydel para kunin ang mga pasalubong.
Tinulungan ako ni Carlo na dalhin ang mga pinamili namin ni Ky. Habang ai Kydel naman ay naglalakad pabalik sa driver's seat. Sinabihan kasi siya ni Lolo Andeng na ipasok ang sasakyan sa loob dahil baka magasgasan pa raw ng mga dumaraan.
"Kumusta ang pag-aaral, hija?" Tanong sa akin ni Lola Belen pagkapasok namin sa loob ng bahay.
"Okay naman po. Maayos na nairaos namin ni Ky ang pag-aaral last school year. Kayo ho, kumusta ho kayo rito?"
"Maayos na maayos. Kaaalis nga lang ng anak ko pabalik ng Manila noong nakaraang linggo." Sagot ni Lola Belen. "Gusto mo ba ng kape?"
Mabilis akong umiling. "Hindi na ho, kumain ho kami ni Kydel sa labas kanina." Magalang kong sabi bago bumaling ang tingin sa pintong bumukas. Pumasok si Kydel kasama si Lolo Andeng na nagtatawanan.
"You seemed happy. What was it you were talking about with Lolo Andeng?" Mahina kong tanong nang maupo si Kydel sa tabi ko.
Kydel pinched my chin. "It was nothing. We're just talking about some random things."
"Like?"
He grinned. "Like what we did last night." He said.
My eyes widened. "What?"
"You're blushing." He commented. I smacked his hand before rolling my eyes on him.
"Nakakatuwa kayong pagmasdang dalawa, hindi ba Andeng?" Malaki ang ngiting wika ni Lola Belen na sinang-ayunan naman ni Lolo Andeng. "Parang ang sarap bumalik sa pagkabata."
I smiled. I felt Kydel's hand on mine. He smiled at me.
"Siyanga pala, may matutuluyan na ba kayo?" Tanong ni Lolo Andeng pagkatapos nitong tulungan si Carlo na buksan ang chocolate na gusto nitong kainin.
"Sa bayan ho. May nadaanan kaming hotel. Doon na lang po kami magpapalipas ng gabi tutal hindi naman kami magtatagal." Sagot ko sabay ngiti.
Gustuhin ko mang makituloy sa bahay nila Lola Belen ay hindi pwede. Nakakahiya naman. Isa pa'y totoong hindi kami magtatagal ni Kydel dahil may balak din kaming pumunta sa iba pang pasyalan sa mga karatig bayan. Susulitin namin ang bakasyon. Dahil once na bumalik kami ulit ng Manila, mahihirapan na naman kaming kumilos. O mas tamang sabihing mahihirapan akong kumilos dahil sa aming dalawa ni Kydel, ako lang naman ang nakakaalam ng dahilan kung bakit hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako pumapayag na maging kami.
Dumating ang oras ng hapunan. Lola Belen invited us to have dinner with them na masaya naman naming pinaunlakan. Pagkatapos kumain ay saglit kaming nagkwentuhan pang muli habang nagkakape. Pagpatak ng alas otso ay nagpaalam na rin kami.
"Bukas po ay dadaan kami ulit rito bago umalis." Sabi ko na siyang tinanguhan ng mag-asawa.
"Mag-iingat kayo sa biyahe."
Nakangiti kaming tumango ni Kydel bago tuluyang umalis papuntang bayan. Malapit lang naman ang bayan sa bahay nila Lola Belen. Kaya naman nakarating kaagad kami sa hotel.
"We didn't talk about checking in. But, I guess that'll be great. No one will hear you scream my name." May ngisi sa labing sabi ni Kydel nang makapasok kami sa room na aming nirentahan.
And true to his words, I was screaming his name at the top of my lungs when he claimed me five times that night.