LAVENDER'S POV
Damon Ellington is my happiness. The happiness I'm not going to hold on forever. Because I'm afraid to be hurt. Because I'm afraid of ending up like my father who was hurt so badly for loving too much.
But I know Damon is worth it. Even if I meet him as someone who's indifferent, he never did anything wrong to someone. He never hurt someone and he never played dirty. Yes, he is cunning yet, he is still the same wonderful person that I know.
And I know leaving him alone will hurt me but it's better than staying near him. Because I know after this night, I might not be able to stop myself from loving him more if I stay near him.
"I don't plan on saying no, Damon," I said before smiling at him. "Take me now, please." Make me happy, just for this night.
Damon did not sa
