LAVENDER'S POV
What Daisy said made me realize of how scared I am to let people into my life. I remembered every no and declination I had answered back then to people who were trying. Trying to make me go with them and have fun for once in my life. And remembering all that I have turned down back then, I just realize how negative I am since Mom left. Because even though I’m moving like a normal person does, I know that a part of me is still hurting. Still hurting so bad because if I’m not, thinking about Mom will not hurt me anymore.
But Mom leaving me alone with Dad, it became a trauma to me. Of watching someone very important to me to left. Leaving me because I’m not enough of a reason to stay. That I’m not enough to be the reason that Mom can stay.
I watched her leave without glanc
