JIX Damn! I literally feel like exploding into smithereens. What the f**k is happening right now? I disgustingly brace my hands over the island counter, bending over, thinking what the f*****g hell is happening to me? No doubt I’m really into Nikka. Am I fuckingly in love with her? I listen to her. I obey her. I’m afraid to see her walking out of my door and never do get the chance to see her pretty face again. Damn, she’s still so lovable though she acts like a little tigress. I find her cute rather than annoying. Tsinelas? Oh Christ, She has a different way of knocking me off. I’m all hands up when it comes to her, and though I pathetically know that this s**t isn’t a good sign, I just can’t argue with her. It seems like every word she speaks is about to give me the best things in l