*Nicolina’s POV*
It has been six days since mum passed away, and I feel empty inside. I don't have the energy to look after my family. All I want is to curl up in Joel’s.arms.and cry
But I can't. I have to keep living, and that is the hardest part is how do I live when my mum can not?
So I have been making sure I am there, so my dad doesn't fall, and I have been keeping busy cleaning around the ranch and taking my mind off everything
But I have moments when everything comes at me where the pain in my heart is too much
So I sit on the couch and cuddle my mums blanket and remember the good times.
I haven't been able to listen to music as every song holds memory, and I am supposed to pick a theme for my mum's church service tomorrow
So I pick her favourite song, Autumn leaves by e
