*Nicolina’s POV* It has been a tough couple of weeks, and I'm standing in the kitchen trying to make Christmas Dinner But it doesn't seem right I look out the window as I prepare the turkey, and I smile. All the lights my mum wanted up are twinkling, and I can see why she wanted Christmas lights everywhere. The ranch looks like a winter wonderland. I still wish mum was here to give me advice, but now I realise God needed her with him. He took away her pain and suffering, and I know she is with me. So I have tried my best to do Christmas as she wanted to to be I watch Joel and my dad walks back to the house from the bunkhouse. They took Mila out for a ride around the ranch Joel has her in a carrier stranded to his chest, and seeing that always makes me laugh I look down at the tu