The news of Jack's lawsuit and the truth behind him having to leave so abruptly and under circumstances that frankly made no sense continued to run through my mind as I stood beneath the shower. While the water cascaded down my skin, I couldn't help but think of the mixture of emotions battling within my body. On one hand, I did miss Jack, but then my mind flashed to his hands upon some seventeen year old patient of his. On the other hand, I thought of Luke and how I wished he would enter the bathroom and make me forget my heartache, but then I thought of how we were borderline toxic for each other. After all we both had our demons, but we also had a tendency to bring them out in each other.
I allowed my mind to fantasize as I took the soap into my hand and created a frothy lather while
