Chapter Seventy-Three. Sergeant Craig Smith. I must be the only person on earth who hates my days off. Loneliness is almost all consuming, once I get to the middle of the second day, when I am having three days off, then it becomes a f*****g nightmare. This weekend, the first full one off work, I have had in weeks and weeks, has been worse than most. Mainly because the lads I normally spend time with are out on dates, or cancelling plans, because they have had some epiphany that the woman they have been clearly in love with for years, is the one for them, and they are wanting to commit. Yeah, Jessie hasn’t even come to the gym with me, and Jason is running around town with Lisa May. I had gone out Friday night, my evening cut short because of a very drunk Diana and Miss Black. Since then