Second Chances

Sara's Past

Sara's Pov

I couldn't believe the amount of power Evan still had I know he was a former alpha but normally when an alpha loses his title his power fades. It would seem as though that was not the case with my mate which put my mind at ease knowing he'd be able to protect himself if need be.

We were currently on our way back to the packhouse to speak with my father to plan our next move. Now that Trey had gone with the witch who had caused my mate so much pain as well so many others. When he told me the whole story I was stunned no one should have to through so much pain.

I know how it feels to lose a parent I had lost my mom but I knew are cases were different. He'd been placed under a spell and did horrible things only to have to wake up and realize what he did was real and not a dream. I on the other hand rogues had killed my mother when I was when I was thirteen.

They had managed to somehow gain entry to our pack while my father was away. there had many suspicious rogue attacks. somehow they managed to sneak in. No one knew how they were getting in. So the king had called a meeting to discuss it I had begged my father not to go.

He went anyway I know now he had to go it was a summons from the king one he couldn't turn down. I didn't understand that when I was thirteen. I didn't understand what it means to be an Alpha or Luna. All I knew was my parents were in charge of the pack I was a bit sheltered and slightly spoiled then being an only child.

Anyways rogues had attacked they were inside our borders before Mom could give orders to the warriors. Many of my pack died that night I watched my mother be tortured and killed that night. One of them grabbed me and took me with them I spent nearly a week with them before my father found me.

I can still remember everything they did to me. I remember screaming for my father to find me crying out his name. Begging the moon goddess to let him find me. By the time he finally did I was already used and broken I was no longer that little girl he knew. I had found out what evil lurked in the world.

I didn't speak to anyone for months when I was first brought back. It took me months to talk to my friends even then I didn't say much. I remember the first time I yelled at my father for the first time. I had a nightmare and woke up screaming he came running in ready to attack. when he saw nothing he came over and tried to hug but I wouldn't let him I couldn't not after what happened. I remember looking at him with so much hate and telling him it was his fault mom was and I was taken. I told him I hated him and I wished he had been killed instead.

I remember his face held so much pain and hurt I was just so angry. Angry that mother had been killed, angry I had been kidnaped, and angry my father hadn't stayed when I begged him to. I didn't realize my father was hurting too and by the time I realized it. I was already so involved with partying and drinking that it felt too late to change. I guess a part of me was still angry too but it's too late now I'd said too many horrible things and done so much. I don't think he could ever forgive me I wouldn't if I was him.

I only hope that when Evan finds out what those rogues did to me he doesn't hate me. I wouldn't blame him if he did though I'm used and broken. I was against it when my father told me he'd asked the king to send someone to help me. I hated the idea and had given up truth be told I wanted to die. Then Evan showed up in my hospital room and I realized he was my mate I was unsure at first if I wanted to accept the mate bond. Then I looked into his eyes which held so many emotions surprise, love, empathy, fear, and pain.

I knew then he could understand the pain I was in and for the first time in a long time, I hoped everything would be okay. Maybe we could fix each other.

I was so deep within my own thoughts I hadn't realized I had tuned everyone out. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Evan say my name. "Sara you okay", He asked looking concerned. "Yeah sorry just thinking", I told him making him look at me suspiciously.

"I'm fine really I promise", I tell him with a smile trying to reassure him. "Okay let's head in we have a plan to make and I have a lecture from a and king and queen to listen to", he says with a sigh. "Yep and good luck with my sister", Max says snickering as we all head inside.

The last thought running through my head as we walked to my father's office was how much I hope we get a happy ending.