The day was exhausting but Leon wouldn't stop talking and asking questions about my life and what I've done for the past couple of years and every time I said something Luca snickered. I understand that he's angry at me for not saying goodbye to Leon but it's turned out to be much more than that and I don't know what he expected from me because he made the boundaries between us quite clear. He was always going to belong to Clara but I guess of course Serena has changed that about him but he never gave me that reassurance and he never asked me to stay but he looks at me like a broke his heart. We I played our roles perfectly, we were attentive, and we laughed to everything he laughed at we did everything that he wanted us to do and one thing that I always be proud of him for is how much

