~ Two weeks after Lydia woke up ~
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It's been days. I don't even know how many days. Still, days.
Days of me trying and failing to get closer to Lydia. Days of my mate ignoring me. So many sleepless nights. So many minutes of panic. So much time wasted not knowing what to do from here.
I feel like I'm losing. No. I've already lost. That's what it is. I already lost, and now I have no idea how to win Lydia back.
I'd be lying if I said that part of me didn't think just being around would soften Lydia up. I know she said she wouldn't forgive me, but I thought if the bond got stronger, that Lydia would change her mind. Our bond does grow stronger the longer I stick around, but Lydia is still closed off.
Lydia is fighting the bond. She's keepi
