Rue’s POV
I know it was very stupid of me to have said that to him without actually confirming that he would understand or allow me to explain myself. I have not even found out exactly what happened because I was too weak.
Joan had told me that there really was nothing to worry about and that it was not really my fault but what was I supposed to do when he kept glaring at me like that as I have betrayed him?
“What do you mean?” he finally asked, but his facial expression was telling me that he didn't think I could do something like that. It felt like he believe that I would not be able to do something like that more than I believed myself.
There are still doubts in my mind.
“Joan told me about it, she said I don't need to worry, That's why I want. . .” He held up his right hand to
