Rue’s POV
“I don't even know what you are talking about, how am I supposed to do that? How am I supposed to embrace anything? Now is that supposed to help me in any way for gracious sake” I looked over at Joan, then at everyone including Kai who had been beside me all through it all.
There was no anger or confusion or curiosity expression on his face. Gracious! It would have to be another misunderstanding because I never asked for any of this. I gathered my dress and stood up. Walked to the open window at the far end of the room.
“You only need to accept it. With your whole being and it will come to you,” I heard Joan say.
But that's the problem, I don't think I want to accept it. I don't even know what I would use it for even if I got it.
“How?” I heard kai ask, I guess he is mor
