Ava POV
Nora left me in my panties. She rubbed her finger on the fabric of my panties. I pulled my head back, laying on the pillow. Her finger dug into me. I moaned. I held onto the bed board for dear life. I could hear banging from outside the room as Nora told me not to leave the room. I put on my silk robe and walked out of the room; I guess I will get to meet my other roommate today. I’ve been here for a day and I’ve seen anyone but Raya. When I left, there were two people. The lady had brown and blonde hair and she had a piercing set of blue eyes. She had freckles on her face. It was faint, but I still saw them. The guy's hair is light brown and his eyes are brown.
‘ Is there something you want,’ the girl said
‘Well, you 're f*****g one yelling and i’m trying to be with someone right now and your f*****g yelling’ I said
I walked back into my room. I can’t deal with this s**t my bitchy roommates. I don’t know what I want to do after college while I'm in college. I'm just here wasting money. I’m thinking about dropping out and moving in with my mom on the upper east side. I just don’t think I should be in something I don’t love.
‘I’m dropping out of college. I thought that this was something I wanted but I don’t see it as that anymore,’ I said ‘I’m moving back to Georgia and staying with a family member’
‘And what about us’ Nora said
‘Um I would have stayed in New York but I have nowhere to go, my mom’s boyfriend is weird and I think she will kill me if she found out I’m dropping out’
My mom stood at my door, s**t I guess the cats out of the bag. I can’t wrap my head around everything, so I got up and walked out of the room. My parents are finally coming around to the fact that I'm pan and that Nora and I are thin and now they're going to have to deal with the bomb of me dropping out of college. I have to stop freaking out about the small things. I'm nineteen years old and I have to stop fearing my parents. I marched back in that room with a high head and looked my mother in her eyes.
‘I’m dropping out of college and i’m moving in wi-’ I said before cut off
‘Me’ Nora said
‘What’ mom and I said
I was caught off guard with this, this was something we weren't going to talk about. I know my mom is going to talk me into completing one month and I’m okay with that. My mom walked out the room like we said something that disappointed her. It was no problem for me. The issue is that she needs to keep an open mind about things in my life.
‘You’re not moving in with Nora and you will finishes college and more on with a master and go onto Kappa, sisterhood is something you need in life’ My mother told me
She was going to make me do something I didn’t want to do, what was she going to do to me if I dropped out without her knowing. I feel like I’m stuck in a cage, she is not paying for my college and my spot can go to someone who needs it. I waited for her to leave before closing my door.
‘So you're just going to let your mom control you life’ She said
‘It doesn’t matter until I get a job. I have nothing in New York, I have no family and I'm the only. Yes, there you but you have your own issue to work with’ I explain
I tried to get to understand my point of view, but she told me I was just making excuses for myself and then offered me to move in with her and Kenny. I can’t see myself being around Kenny almost every day. I had class tomorrow morning and Nora said she won't be back in the morning. She doesn't have class until the afternoon. I’m tried, and I was ready to sleep. I laid in bed and Nora laid in bed with me and wrapped her hand around me. I fell asleep in her arms after thinking about how wrong today went from running around the city dealing with Nora, coming back to a bar, dealing with my roommates and my mother. I replayed the day in my mind every moment not getting lost. I pictured it until I woke up the next morning. When I got up Nora was gone and I had to get ready for class. I walked out the room and it was me Raya waiting for the bathroom.
‘Were wanting on Atlas,she taking her hormones’ Raya said ‘ She takes her sweet ass time every f*****g morning’
‘f**k off Raya’ Atlas said
Atlas came out of the bathroom with her brown-blonde hair in wavy curls. She looked at me but I didn’t speak. Atlas and Raya are already mad at each other. I didn’t want to add on with the drama. All my classes are in the morning, after getting ready and putting on a tie-dye shirt and some ripped jeans. I ran to get a croissant and some coffee my mom called but she was cut short because of her shitty boyfriend. I got to the drama room, I sat in the back so I wouldn’t be drawn too much to everyone. Raya sat behind me, she looked like she didn’t want to be here.
‘Mom makes me do acting classes since my brother an actor and is going to marry a f*****g prince and is a f*****g duke’ She said ‘ What you reason?’
‘I like plays and acting it an exit from reality’ I said
The teacher came in from the stage and wrote their name on the board: Ms. Frond. She handed us one paper page and told us to get into a group and write our own play. I was in a group with Atlas, Raya, and Jenny. Raya typed the notes we came up with on her computer. Atlas and I came up with an idea, and Jenny just sat there texting their boyfriend. It pissed me off Jenny was just texting away and we were working when the class was over. I told Ms.Frond that and I also removed Jenny's name from it.
Ms.Frond said that she would take care of it, so I was off to my next class. I walked to my next class I didn’t know what the day has i store for me I don’t think anyone does but Ava wanted me to come over after school.I had to go to English. There was a teacher that looked just like Ms.Frond and the English looked the same. I took my seat and then watched as the teacher explained the lesson and then said her name was Mrs. Frond-Heartfelt.She sent us out early then we should have after giving us our assessment. Shakespeare 101 Why did you pick this class and what do you self learn from it? The assignment has to be only ten thousand words. I walked to the cafe to work on my essay on my computer.
Shakespeare 101 (Sample)
By Ava Kinsella
What does this class mean to me? When I was around ten, my mother would make me act out Romeo and Juliet. I would stay up all night trying to be the perfect Juliet, I was dedicated and that is what it will show in my work dedication and hardwork. I know you may hear that from a bunch of people but for me. I’m not just some words on a paper I will get the work done and more and I will fight until I have it done and more.
I woke my sampler page and then I emailed it to Mrs.Frond-Heartfelt. As I was waiting on a reply after all she didn’t have a class and it was driving me crazy on what the professor thought about. I ordered a shake. I wanted to go back to my dorm but I had to hang in there. I finally got a reply about my work.
Keep up the work, I also need a TA-Mrs. Frond- Heartfelt.
I had one more class of the day, I only signed up for three classes this semester, just to make it easier on me. I don’t think I can apply for Mrs.Frond-Heartfelt TA because I will have to be juggling too much already. But I said in my paper that I would work hard and not just say I wrote on a paper. The teacher for Diploma in Human Rights. Said he wasn’t going to be in today. So I guess it would be smart to just go home now. I should get ready to rush for Kappa after all this rush week. There was a kappa party, so I could plead my case of why I want to be a part of kappa. I had on this light green blouse and pink shirt and shoes when I got back to the dorm. My mom was there at the kitchen table. Raya was in the kitchen with her brother and guards. I walked into my room and there was Nora. What the hell was she doing here? She had class.
‘What are you doing here?’ I asked
‘Yeah, to see you,’ replied
My girlfriend and my mom are here. Nora got up, and she wrapped her hand around my waist. We can’t my mother right out that door and now banging on the door. What the f**k was she even doing here I don’t get a call or text saying hey i’m here. I walked out of the room, to question her.
‘What are you doing here?’ I said
‘I’m here to see my daughter who going to be a kappa sister’ She said
I grabbed a beer and then I walked over to my mother, Atlas and that boy from last night walked in the room. I didn’t have time for this, so I grabbed another beer for Nora. I kicked my mother out, and I went back into my room. Nora was back on the bed but this time naked.
‘I’m start to think you only want me for my body’ I said
‘No other thing, I like the way you like to have a tab on your books. I like the way you have a pro’s or cons list of stuff before you do something. I like that you give everything a chance like when you got that starbucks dragon fruit drink with coconut milk.’ She said
I moved in to kiss her and she removed my clothes. I drew my fingers down her snake tattoo, she rubbed her fingers in me.
She rubbed me and I had this sensuous feeling . I rested my head on the door biting my lip.Nora licked my bottom lip. My eyes flutter as her fingers enter inside of me. I moaned her name in her ear, her fingers dug in me hard. I held onto the door knob trying to not let the feeling of ecstasy leave me. Nora bite at my ear. Her finger drew up.After an hour of bed playing, Nora and I laid at the ceiling, Nora hugged the fitted sheet there was a knock on my room. I put on my robe and answered it.
‘Come on dear we have to get ready for the kappa party, I think you shower I know what happened I just don’t want to comment on what happened Ava’ She said
‘ I’m going to the kappa party to see how it’s i’m thinking about kappa but it’s up to me if I want to join mother’ I said
I explained to her about the TA job, so I went back into my room to start to get ready. I grabbed my toiletry bag, I handed Nora an extra washcloth and towel. I walked into the bathroom with my supples, I did what I had to do and I sprayed the detangling spray in my hair and brushed my hair. My hair was now in black wavy, I started into the mirror. I thought that I was changing myself for these Kappa side. I walked out of the room with my robe on and I went in my room and got dressed.
‘So were going to some prep party, I have to be sober’ She said
I handed her the outfit that she will be wearing and she went in the bathroom. When she came out thirty mintuies later in a oversized tee and leggings. We were out the door, we walked a bit off of campus and then were at a house that was a match of the white house and Cher’s house from clueless.