* * * * * * * * * * * * * * ALICE * * * * * * * * * * * * * * He left , he left and I stayed here in a deep hole of pain , regret , and loneliness; two days ago he went out the front door and has not returned since , he does not answer my text messages , nor has he answered a single of the calls I have made , it even got to the point where I sent him emails trying to explain everything , however , the emails have bounced , and I know that he blocked my number after the 30th call I made to him , I don't know where he is because Mae says he did not go to his family's house in London , and when I called to the main office in America they say that he has not returned since a crisis that occurred in April and required his presence , on that occasion , I pretended to be sick so as not to ac