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If hell really exists , I have no doubt that it is on this earthly plane and that I am currently in it , the suffering that I am going through , that I have been going through for the last eight months , cannot be described in any other way , and I still find it hard to believe that only eight months have passed when I feel that I have died and lived again hundreds of times already , and the only thing that consoles me in all this horrible chaos in which my life has been transformed , is that my mother is not alive to see what has become of me , because I know that this would bring her as much suffering and worry as it has brought to those close to me.
There are days when I can't even get one foot out of bed and all I
