** PRESENT TIME ** * * * * * * * * * * * * * * DOMINIC * * * * * * * * * * * * * * This week has been particularly difficult , because it would be the week our baby would be born and I have no idea if that baby or even my wife still exists in this world , and yet I have not stopped thinking about it for a second of every day , wondering if Alice is okay , if the baby survived , if he or she managed to develop in her womb , if she could do it without problems , if they are well or are in need , I have no idea where to start looking for them because I have been searching every corner of the world for eight months , UK at first , America after detectives suggested they may have left the country , and now I have spent a lot of money trying to search for them in every country in the wo