Chapter 54 7 months later I've never been a fan of the color pink, but ever since I found out Ryder and I were having a girl, I'm obsessed with it. Looking around at Charlie's nursery, it's not hard to miss my obsession. The first week in our new house, I insisted that Ryder paint the nursery even though we weren't sure what the s*x of our baby was at the time. I don't know why, but I always knew she was a girl. Ryder was convinced she was a boy which is why when I requested baby pink paint from the hardware store, he decided to make a bet with me. If we found out our little one was a boy, Ryder got to choose his name and we'd paint the nursery the dreary, sad, gray color that he picked out. If it was a girl, I would pick the name and the nursery would be painted the most obnoxious s

