Chapter 30 I remember a time when I used to wish for my life to be more exciting and adventurous. There were days I'd sit in the window of my bedroom and look out over the city wondering what it might be like to be able to come and go as I please with no one to stop me. Of course back then, I had no idea what that truly meant. When I finally did get the freedom I'd always longed for, I also got the responsibility that came along with it. Now, I find myself craving that adventure again. I've been so bored lately and now that I'm done with the mural, I have nothing to do. And Ryder and I seem to be drifting further and further apart. I think both of us realized that a long time ago, but we weren't able to just stop what we were doing. Ryder being prepared in case he's charged is the mo