I sighed and went offline again after done with reading. The hunger and adrenaline that kept me awake were gone, but I couldn't sleep because disturbing thoughts were filling my mind every time I closed my eyes. Where should I go? What would happen to me now?
I was trying to sleep leaning against a wall in a town I never heard of. I've been in difficult situations before, but back then I had a home to return to if I was patient and survived. The presence of loved ones waiting for me to return kept me strong during all these trials.
Now? I was homeless now. I've never felt so alone before. I took a deep breath, giving up on sleeping, and started meditating. I invited the light to help me, and I cleared my mind with deep breaths, my presence enveloped in shadows.
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