I woke up again. It had been several days since my sister was taken from me. I can't keep track of the exact number. Every day just blurs together. I looked around at the apartment I had holed myself up in. Mother hadn't been back since I told her the news. Not that I wanted her to come back, without Maggie I had no reason to care if she lived or died. I suddenly was filled with rage remembering how my sister had no family by her when she took her last breaths. I was uncontrollable. I through the pillow and went to the kitchen to get something that trying to calm down. I could make my thoughts go away, I threw the glass trying to get my mind to shut up, to stop taunting me. To stop shrouding me in guilt. I was to bust being a horny slut to be there for my dying sister. I yelled again and
