" No" I mumble back fidgeting with my fingers. "Would you go with me?" His eyes grew round as I asked him to visit my mother with me. " How do you know she lived?" He asked me stuttering slightly over his words. Why would he ask me about her if he didn't know she was alive. "Oh," I state softly wanting to talk about anything but her. " I am honored you feel you can depend on me, its hard to get you to admit you need help." He smiles softly and starts to walk towards me abandoning the waffles on the counter. I watch him walk towards me studying his movements. I wish I had never met Antonio sometimes, then maybe I could have ended up with a man like this, but how could I bring my chaos into such a good man's world. Before I get a chance to continue my thoughts my phone vibrates. "Ugh" I roll