“My plans have changed a lot recently but my goal hasn’t” Antonio keeps persuading me that his plan for revenge isn’t a choice but a demand that life has given him for survival.
I look back at his life’s long strategically coordinated plan and understand why Antonio is so cut off from emotion, he couldn’t possibly allow emotions and get his revenge in the same lifetime, yet his eyes have a warmth when they look at me the same eyes that turn to ice when looking at everyone else.
I’ve made up my mind if I want to be Antonio’s girl I’ll have to be a girl who can stand by a mafia Don. “What can I do to help” I look at him with determination and Antonio is silently reading me with concern or respect I can’t read him clearly.
“Bambi” he says in a voice that would make someone feel pitty if
