*****WARNING, this chapter has themes of s****l assault/ violence and may be triggering to survivors please please please be cautious reading***** If you or someone you know has been affected by s****l assault there is help out there; free confidential hotline 800.656.hope "I was only 7 when my mom died. A man broke into our house. When I heard screams and crashing I ran downstairs but the man had already grabbed her. I tried to save her but he was already pulling her pants down. He raped her in front of me. He smiled the whole time, when he was done he told her to get down on her hands and knees and shot her. I watched the woman I loved more than anything, my own mother raped and murdered a few inches in front of me. I could have saved her, but I didn't. He then killed my stepfather, lea

