The golden sun pierced my eyes and made me arch my back, I thumped my arm around to pull into Antonio but soon realized he was no longer in bed. He is always working, though this was for the best. I needed to think about my future and know how my future was our future which means his future. "UGH," I let out a loud breathy moan and sit up in the silky sheets. Cant I just wake up to peaceful thoughts a single morning? The ice-cold man Antonio asked me to stay, he told me that he would try for me. I decided that the best thing for me to do would be to go to therapy. When I pulled into the parking lot I felt my wall of anxiety lower and my muscles relaxed a little. Therapy helped me during the hardest parts of my life and I knew that talking through all my hopes and doubt for me and Antonio