I needed to feel his warmth so desperately that I kissed him like his mouth was the only supply of oxygen left in the world. I pulled away placing my forehead against his. I let a small smile escape " I like this side of you" I whisper gazing into his beautiful deep eyes. I can't escape my emotions anymore and it's clear that I am deeply in love with this man in front of me. I love him despite his darkness truly I love him because of his darkness, he gives my light a reason to not fade out. I inhaled his scent allowing it to soothe my heart. I spilled my heart to him words coming out uncontrollably, my body shaking from the weight being lifted with each word. I thought I had healed from my sister's death when I stopped seeing her and hearing her voice, but the wound in my heart was not g