When I wake up again I can not feel Ava like before, I just hope she could contact someone with her super connection thingy. I have always wondered how she can just talk to and contact the other wolves, she would tell me when someone was sniffing around or something. She didn't like many wolves, she liked moms and dads but she didn't like any of the others from the pack, I had to make her stay calm during practice in the beginning. She then after awhile got used to others but I could always feel her displeasure towards them. She would growl and put them in their place, I smile within myself because my face hurts. I miss her so much, I miss Blaine, Lily, Bailey and everyone but I miss Ava the most, not being able to talk to her and have her with me is breaking my spirit. “I know you don't