Elliot
His words keep spinning around in my head. I didn’t know if I was being unreasonable. I mean if there was something that I thought would scare away someone I love, maybe I would be reluctant to share it.
But he could have told me when he didn’t love me. He could have told me at the beginning of our relationship. He could have told me when I told him that it mathematically didn’t make sense to have my baby due in April. He could have told me after the doctor’s appointment when he knew I was worried that the dates were off. He could have told me before our baby ended up in the f*****g ICU.
Deep down inside, I know he couldn’t be the one who is only responsible for that last bit. I only told him a couple of days ago that I was pregnant. How was he supposed to know how far along I
