Shayna I caught myself checking every single side street, every field, every dark alley on our drive over to my grandmother's estate. My heart was beating a million miles an hour. Thump thump thump thumpthumpthump. It was fast, it was irregular, and it had me feeling like I was going to pass out. I had barely been able to stomach the breakfast Levi made for me. The bacon was delicious but sat heavy on my stomach. I gripped the handle on the door with surprising strength. I could feel Levis' eyes on me. At every stoplight he made sure that I caught him scanning the area, and it surprisingly helped calm my anxiety. Just knowing that I wasn't in this alone was enough to help ground me. My mind raced with the possibilities of why Derek was here. If he was going to make this quick and painles