**Amelia's POV**
Exactly four days go, was the one of the best and worst days of mine and Roman's life. We found out were expecting twins, but sadly one person would never hear the news or meet our babies. My heart shattered when I saw who's head was in the box. It broke more when I felt Roman's pain on top of my own. I didn't know how to help him, didn't know if he could even be helped. When I finally got him off of his knees, we went to the room and laid on the floor as I tried to hold him together as he cried. Nothing I could say would make things better, so I just held him and cried as well.
Today is the funeral and I don't think any of us are ready for it. Especially Roman. I can only imagine the anguish he is feeling. After that night, he blocked me out of his feelings. He didn't
