**Amelia's POV**
The sound of the shower woke me up from my sleep. I reached for Roman, my eyes still closed, and found the bed empty and cold. When I sat up, I saw the window opened, and his clothes by the window. He snuck out for a run. A few times I have woken up like this, and he thinks I am unaware, but really I just give him his space. I understand that their may be battles he faces that he feels the need to deal with on his own. But with everything going on, I feel like this is something I should know about.
I climbed out of bed, and tip toed to the bathroom door which was cracked a few inches, steam pouring out. I pushed the door and saw Roman standing with his back to me. His hands were rested on the shower wall, above his head, head hanging and shoulders slumped. I have never
