Four days went by like a breeze and I was still undecided. My heart was in between and I had no idea where to be. Johannesburg wasn't a place for me anymore. I grew up there but I never really had genuine friends that I could say needed me besides Ciara... Here was new and same thing. I didn't know people enough.
I wondered if I could sell the store, the house and the farm and then head to Cape Town or Durban and start a new life, where I'd be someone that I want to be, and not someone that my brother built or someone that became apologetic because I screwed up a lot.
I needed something, a sign to show me that I indeed should leave... Or stay.
I got up and took a bath then put on my shorts and a tank top since it was warm outside. I looked at my calendar and saw that my car needed serv
