Evan's POV
I felt terrible for turning down Waeland the other night on our date, I just wasn't ready for that kind of thing yet. I guess that's abnormal, considering most people my age with their whoremones and wanting to have s*x all the time. That's just not my kind of thing. And I honestly don't think it ever will be. I'd be lying if I said that I've never had any of those thoughts because I have. Plenty of times. Mainly of Waeland, and most people probably would have jumped at the chance to have s*x with Mr. Popular. That doesn't mean that I have to. Not yet anyway.
Don't get me wrong, I definitely want to, just not until I feel like the time is right.
I told Wealand about this, too and he agreed with me and assured me that it was okay. Even if I did leave us both with painful boner
