(Darius) My mind kept on replaying the way Lauren had acted earlier. How she was adamant about going ahead with the Luna ceremony. Why didn't I say no to her? I also kept on thinking about the tea that she gave me to drink and I drank it without hesitation. I trusted her so why shouldn't I? But, something deep inside of me was nagging at me, telling me that I shouldn't have done that. That I shouldn't have placed my trust in her so much. As much as I wanted to ignore that feeling, I couldn't. Lately, it seems as if my mind was consumed more with Emma than Lauren. I thought that I loved Lauren, that she was the one for me. But with Emma fighting me to leave, it was all I could think about. She was much more stronger than I led on and that scared me the most. I don't know if I could