Jude I was used to the limelight. I was used to cameras flashing in my face and stares of everyone around me. I was used to countless attention from strangers. I was used to the fame and publicity. But I wasn't used to having the eyes of Meg's family glued to me over dinner. It was nerve wracking. It was awkward. I felt like I was being studied as if I would do something wrong. Beckett sat next to me at the picnic table outside on Megs porch. The sky was painted orange and pink in the sunset and the string lights lit the table in a nice glow. There were countless sides spread along the table with drinks and then the plate of burgers, steaks, and hotdogs. I had possibly gone a bit overboard but I wanted a variety. I wasn't going to lie and say I didn't care if the opinion of the people h