Slave of The Devil's Love

Chapter 8 - His Possession

Ashlin Gail Grant

Kakapasok ko pa lang sa silid nang marinig ko ang mga yabag ni Zach. I grabbed my blanket to cover my body. Iniharang nito ang katawan sa pinto wearing his boxers he stood there almost naked.

"Why did you leave?!" he asked coldly. Ano bang gusto ng taong to? manatili ako dun? matapos niyang gawin sa akin 'yon?

Hindi ko na 'to sinagot, sa halip ay isinara ko na ang pinto pero mas lalo lamang itong nagsumiksik, napayakap ako sa sarili nang maramdaman ang pagdampi ng malamig na hangin saking hubad na balikat na nagmumula sa nakabukas na bintana, kitang-kita ko pa na nililipad ng madaling-araw na hangin ang puting kurtina.

"We're not yet done," he coldly say. Napabalik ang tingin ko sa kanya nang marinig ang sinabi nito. "I want you more..." he said in his hoarse voice, napaigtad ako nang hapitin nito ang bewang ko. Itinulak ko siya at napaatras ako. Napasandal ako sa malaking salamin.

And here I am, with my unexplainable feeling. In my mind, the right thing to do was to slap and curse him, but in my heart-- I want to surrender, like a slave willing to serve his master. He bent down to reach my lips, my eyes widened. His lips were warm and soft. I felt consoled by my predator.

Marahas nitong hinablot ang nakabalot na kumot sa katawan ko saka niya ako iniharap sa salamin na kinasasandalan ko. Mula sa salamin ay nakita ko si Zach na nasa likuran ko.

Dahan-dahan nitong hinaplos ang balikat ko pababa sa braso patungong bewang, humigpit ang pagkakahawig nito roon. Nabigla ako when he spread my legs using his right leg. I saw how his gaze went down into the most sensitive part of my body. I was about to cover it but he held my hands.

He bent down and whispered, “you’re bleeding,” namula ang mukha ko dahil sa sinabi nito at dahil na rin sa lapit ng labi nito sa tenga ko, “look,” he commanded. 

My gaze followed him, and I saw traces of blood in between my thighs, "I know," ''yon lang ang tangi kong naisagot.

“Remember this night, Gail. That is the sign that Zach Aiden took you and you are not anyone's woman anymore but his,” he whispered seductively before kissing the top right part of my head. Napasinghap ako nang buhatin ako nito bigla. Akala ko’y dadalhin niya ako sa kama, nagtaka ako nang lumabas kami ng silid, ibinalik niya ako sa kwarto niya diretso sa banyo nito.

Napatingin ako sa bathtub saka sa kanya, “what are you doing?” nagtataka kong tanong.

"Giving you a bath." he answered in a shallow tone. He gently put me inside the tub and started scrubbing my body. Napaigtad ako nang dumapo ang mga kamay nito sa hita ko, “does it hurt when I touch you like this?” naging blangko ang utak ko nang marinig ang taong nito. This unexpected gentleness is suspicious. I shook my head in response.

Namayani ang katahimikan sa aming dalawa bago ko ito binasag. Batid kong dapat kong malaman ang tunay nitong nararamdaman. "Why are you doing this to me, Zach?" I asked as he keep on scrubbing my body. Natigilan ito saka napa buntong hininga.

"Do you want it flowery and sweet or real and straight?" he asked me, not even throwing an eye at me.

"Real and straight," I answered, alam ko na sa oras na tinanong ko siya sa ganitong tanong ay dapat handa ako sa magiging sagot nito.

"Because I wanna make dirty love with you, I wanna f*ck you senselessly. From the start, you already know that this is just a payment of your debt," he said, his voice was deep and hollow. I don't know what to say; I can't even look into his deep blue eyes. I cleared my throat as I turned my back. Ano nga ba naman ang inaasahan ko mula rito.

"And, w-what's the flowery and sweet words for that?" I stammer while saying those words, di ko alam kung ano ang magiging sagot niya pero umaasa pa rin akong may maganda pa ring dahilan kung bakit niya ginawa sa akin ‘to.

"Flowery? Now I think about it-- there's no sweet words for that-- it is what it is," then he stood up, grabbed the hand held shower and sprayed it on me, tears rolled down my eyes. It is, what it is? mapakla akong napangiti habang inuulit sa utak ko ang mga sinabi niya, 'yon lang pala talaga ang mga dahilan, he wanted to make dirty love with me-- senselessly.

The water from the shower stopped. I saw him grab the towel. I didn't wait for him. I wiped my tears then pulled myself together. Tumayo ako at lumabas ng tub. He was taken aback when he saw me standing in front of him upon he turned towards me. He stepped forward and wiped me with the towel. I kneeled and pulled his pants off "you know what you are doing, right?" his deep hoarse voice echoed inside the shower room.

“I know. So let’s finish this all at once,” sagot ko. Napalunok ako nang malantad sa harap ko ang harapan nito. He is surprisingly huge and about 7 inches long. Nanginginig ang mga kamay na inabot ko ito ngunit bago ko pa man ito mahawakan ay sinakop na ng palad nito ang baba ko, slowing raising my head to look at him. Awtomatiko akong nag-iwas ng tingin nang magtama ang aming mga mata. He bend down and kissed me then pulled me up. The next thing I know ay karga-karga na ako nito at balot na ng tuwalya ang buo kong katawan. 

“I can’t understand you,” I whispered. Gusto kong intindihin ang mga ikinikilos nito na taliawas sa mg asinasabi niya.

“You don’t have to. You will never understand me anyway,” sagot nito saka ako itinapon sa couch. He look at me intently obviously ready to insult me. But those looks were immediately replaced with shock when I voluntarily untangled the towel in front of him, kumunot ang mga noo nito, kinakabahan man ay pinilit kong maging matatag sa harap niya.

"Come on Zach, you know what I mean. I know you want this, wanna f*ck me senselessly, right?" I said coldly. I saw him grind his teeth, para naman akong nakaramdam ng pagkapanalo nang makita ang reaksyon niya. Then in an instant, that evil smile flashes in front of me again.

Wala na itong bawian. I smirked, "make sure you'll satisfy me, Zach!" panghahamon ko, kahit na ang totoo ay takot na takot ako. Ngumisi siya saka lumapit sa akin.

I look at him directly into his eyes, bakas sa mga mata nito ang matinding galit waring nagbabanta, "I will," he answered shortly. Itinulak niya ako sa kama.

"Stop, I want it in your bed," sabi ko dito nang pumaibabaw siya sa akin, nakita kong ngumisi siya saka ako binuhat. Gusto kong gawin namin 'to sa kwarto niya, at nang maalala niya ako sa bawat oras na naroon siya.

"No, we're going to do there on my nest," he said saka pumasok sa kwarto niya, tuloy-tuloy sa walk-in closet patuloy sa pinaka dulo na maghahatid samin sa secret room niya na tinatawag niyang NEST.

Inilapag niya ako sa kama, he look at me intently pumaibabaw siya sa akin kaya nag-iwas ako ng tingin, "look at me, Gail," utos niya sa akin pero hindi ako nakinig. 

Napaaray ako nang hinawakan niya ang pisngi ko at pilit na pinapaharap sa kanya nang ‘di ko siya sundin, tinaasan ko 'to ng kilay "No need for foreplay, just do me Zach! So we could end this," lakas loob kong sabi, gusto ko ng magpahinga. Nakita kong nanigas ang mga bagang niya, then he kissed me-- torridly.

I felt his hand on my right breast-- squeezing it. I stayed still, trying my best not to make any sound-- I bit my lips. He sucked my breast; then my body betrayed me-- I tilted. Sana lang hindi niya narinig, all I want right now is to piss him. Nakagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi nang bumaba ang mga halik nito sa t’yan ko-- here comes this feeling again.

When I tried to stop him from parting my legs, he forcefully spread it. Hinila ko ang kumot at itinakip sa mukha, saka mariing kinagat ang sariling braso nang lumapat ang mga labi nito sa pinaka sensitibong parte ng katawan ko. I could feel his warm tongue playing with it, poking it and for the second time my body betrayed me. Pikit mata kong kinagat pa ang sariling braso, upang di makalikha ng ingay.

He stopped, so I removed the blanket. I'm back with my poker face again. He levelled our heads-- our eyes met. I couldn't help but stare at those deep blue lustful eyes. Nakita kong kumunot ang noo niya pero nag-iwas lang ako ng tingin. He spread my legs again, and then he positioned his to mine. My eyes widened upon the idea-- I'm still sore. But before I could even say a word, he was already inside of me. I bite my lips to prevent myself from screaming.

"You're so damn tight," he said seductively while biting his lips. I lowered my sight, I thought that he was totally inside but to my surprise-- he was still half-way. Napapikit na lamang ako habang nararamdaman ko ang pagdaloy ng pawis sa aking noo at ang mabilis na t***k ng puso ko.

For some reason, he's being gentle to me. He slowly moved his hips, gently burying himself inside of me. Then he started to move slowly, a few more gentle thrusts before he went hard on me. He grabbed my jaw, slightly pinching my cheeks before he bent down and claimed my lips. I gasped for air, and that is when he managed to stick his tongue. His kisses were wild and sweet ngunit di ko magawang mag-focus sa halik nito while his lower part was pounding inside of me.

I called out his name nang naramdaman kong may kung ano sa akin ang nagsisimulang mamuo, “it’s okay, don’t hold it in,” he whispered in between moans. His movements became tougher and faster before we both reached that end.

He left me panting as he lay on top of me. After a minute, he pulled away and removed his shaft, but before I could move, he put his legs in between my legs-- spreading it apart. My eyes widened when he inserted his finger into mine-- he kissed me as he played with it dahilan upang di ako makapag reklamo. I've been alienated by this feeling caused by what he's doing. My body was trembling, a sign that my body was betraying my mind. I don't want him to see me enjoying this night.

Nag-isip ako ng paraan upang mapatigil siya, I turned my back on him, pressing my breast on the bed. I knew he could not see me, and I hoped he would stop. I could hear the fast beating of my heart even with my heavy breathing, ipinikit ko ang mga mata. So many things were running through my mind, especially those things that he said a while ago.

But something pulled me away from those thoughts. He leaned on my bare back and whispered, "I see, you want it this way," he chuckled then planted tiny kisses on my naked, sweating shoulder; even if I couldn't see him, I knew he was smirking. Uminit ang pisngi ko sa sinabi nito, ganoong kahulugan ba ang dating sa kanya?

Bago pa man ako makapagsalita at itama ang sinabi niya ay napakagat na lamang ako ng labi when he licked my earlobe tracing the line of my shoulder until he reach the back of my neck, I closed my eyes. I don't know what was he doing there, I couldn't find a perfect word that would describe it, but I guess he was sucking it.

Shit! I cursed at the back of my mind when he grabbed my hair and my waist higher as he pressed my upper body downward. What is he doing? Mga tanong na nanatili lamang sa isip ko. Isinubsob ko ang mukha sa unan nang ipinasok niya bigla ang kanya, I arched my back when he thrust inside of me. Napaliyad ako at itinulak siya, but he pinned my arms down on the bed.

I could hear his ragged breathing. I could feel that he was thrusting slowly as if he was giving me time to adjust. Mariin akong napapikit saka kinagat ang pang-ibabang labi. I could feel the heat of my body and his, the sweat that was constantly flowing on my forehead. I clutched the blanket to get strength. He'sHe's pounding harder, faster and deeper. I want to scream so-- I need a diversion of this feeling-- I need pain! I grabbed my hands from him and bit it to the extent of tasting my blood, I was bleeding, but I didn't care as long as he wouldn't see me wanting this.

His ragged breathing was like music to my ear. It keeps on playing repeatedly. I am being seduced by this devil's painful way of passion.

I tried to pull my hips back, but he had a tight grip on it-- I could barely move. I thought he was done because he removed his but to my surprise he entered again, slamming it in, but this time, it seemed bigger than before.

I felt Zach'sZach's thrust goes slowly as I heard him groan. A moment of silence before I felt him move and leave the bed. My body was trembling and covered with sweat. I floundered on the bed. Gumapang ako papuntang gitna ng higaan para mag ayos ng higa, lahat sa akin masakit-- pati puso ko.

Hindi na ako tumihaya da halip ay nakadapa kong ipinikit ang mga mata, wala na akong pakialam kung walang kahit na anong bumabalot sa hubad kong katawan, gusto ko lang magpahinga. Tears roll down from my eyes upon remembering those hurtful words. Pakiramdam ko humihikbi na ako kaya napakagat labi ako, hinawakan ko ang sariling bibig nang makalasa ng malametal na bagay, nagulat ako nang makitang grabe na pala ang pagdurugo nito, napalakas ata ang kagat ko.

Agad kong ipinikit ang mga mata nang lumalim ang kanang bahagi ng kama, alam kong si Zach 'yon. Nagpakawala 'to ng malalim na buntong hininga, inihiga niya ako ng maayos dahil nakadapa ako, naramdaman kong kinumutan niya ako at hinawakan ang mga labi ko kaya nagdilat ako ng mata, "masaya ka na?" sarkastiko kong tanong.

"Not yet," sabi nito. Hindi ko mabasabasa ang nilalaman ng mga mata nito. Nag-iwas na lang ako ng tingin, alam ko namang 'yon ang magiging sagot niya.

"Your lips were bleeding," sabi nito, masyado na akong mapapangarapin dahil pakiramdam ko concern siya sa tono ng pananalita niya. He bend down and suck my lower lips, malayo pa rin ang tinatakbo ng isip ko, nananadya ba talaga siya?

Nag-angat siya ng tingin, kitang-kita ko pa ang dugo ko sa labi nito, napanganga ako nang dilaan niya ang dugong nasa labi sabay kagat sa sariling labi.

"Are you done Zach?!" walang kaemo-emosyon kong tanong. He smirked.

"For now," he said. Itinulak ko siya at tumayo na, nangangatog ang paa ko pero pinilit kong maglakad ng maayos.

"I know you're tired. You may stay here tonight," sarcasm again.

"Huh! Pagod? How sure are you na napagod ako Zach!" pagsisinungaling ko saka ko siya iniwan, lumabas ako ng kwarto at isinara ang pinto. Napahawak ako sa ding-ding dahil nahihirapan na akong maglakad, wala pa rin akong suot kaya kumuha ako sa mga damit ni Zach na nasa walk-in closet niya saka isinuot.

Paglabas ko sa walk-in closet na 'yon ay napadapa ako sa kama ni Zach sa mismong kwarto niya, hingal na hingal ako at ngalay na ngalay ang mga tuhod na nahiga.

Ayokong manatili sa kwarto nito ng matagal, pinilit kong tumayo ngunit bago ko pa man mahawakan ang pinto ay bumagsak na ako sa sahig at napasandal sa pader. Pinilit kong tumayo pero di na kaya ng mga binti ko. Lumabas si Zach, he's wearing a black silky robe, basa na ang buhok nito, halatang kakatapos lang nitong maligo. Napatingin siya sakin. Damn, nakita niya ako sa ganitong anyo. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin. Isinandal ko na lamang ang ulo sa ding-ding at ipinikit ang mga mata-- pagod na pagod ako.

Lumapit siya at binuhat ako, naaamoy ko ang bango ng panglalaking shampoo. Inihiga niya ako sa kama, napahawak ako sa ulo ngunit kinuha niya ang kamay ko at sinuri ito. Napatingin ako sa kanya, malamlam ang mga matang tinitigan nito ang marka ng ngipin ko sa sariling braso. Tumayo siya at may kinuha, bago pa man siya makabalik ay nahulog na ako sa malalim na pagkakatulog.